Prayer Request: Tired single mom

I posted a few days ago for prayers. I am at my witts end. After dropping off my boys at school this morning I walked by a bridge and contemplated jumping because I feel like my boys would be better off instead of having to go through this homelessness and always staying in a shelter or in our tent when the shelters are full. Yes I've connected with churches yes I have been trying desperately to find a job yes I am trying hard as a mom. But i am at my witts end.